Wearing Your Heart on the Outside

Wearing Your Heart on the Outside Hair: Miamai, Sakura .

‘May she wake in torment!’ he cried, with frightful vehemence, stamping his foot, and groaning in a sudden paroxysm of ungovernable passion. ‘Why, she’s a liar to the end! Where is she? Not there—not in heaven—not perished—where? Oh! you said you cared nothing for my sufferings! And I pray one prayer—I repeat it till my tongue stiffens—Catherine Earnshaw, may you not rest as long as I am living; you said I killed you—haunt me, then! The murdered do haunt their murderers, I believe. I know that ghosts have wandered on earth. Be with me always—take any form—drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! Oh, God! it is unutterable! I cannot live without my life! I cannot live without my soul!’ ~ Heathcliff, Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte

Wearing Your Heart on the OutsideGown: Miamai, Lora **NEW**

I wonder if a love of this depth is found on this Earth? Or is it only found in the waxy, cottony, altered states of mental madness? To love so completely you would wish for your beloved to haunt you all of your living days. If your wish was fulfilled and you found the heart of another, could you then wish the ghost away? Or should we let the living live and the afterlife shadow its own world? I suppose the answer is based on the love, the lover, on the individual because certainly there are those couples, typically those who have been together for a long time who die within days of one another. It’s as if there never was an I, a you, one ends where the other begins and they stand resolutely as just a we. Just random thoughts today, feeling a little morbid a bit today and this gorgeous new gown from Miamai made me think of Catherine and Heathcliff of Wuthering Heights. When I was young I thought perhaps Heathcliff was mad, but when I read with the heart of an adult, I have the knowledge it was Catherine who was the manic of the piece. Enjoy your Friday’s Eve, eve and if you get a chance, run by Miamai, Monica Outlander has a ton of new things instore and spread out among the many different events going on right now. I know you will like it there so much, I included the taxi for you! I’m kind of crazy like that. Taxi:

21 thoughts on “Wearing Your Heart on the Outside

  1. I’ve had that love, and I’m also experiencing that loss. It’s clawing at my insides, crumbling my mind and I know how Heathcliff felt. It’s NOT better tohave loved and lost.

    1. Theirs was not love but an obsession based on madness. But I too have loved deeply and I know something of your pain, I have empathy since clearly I can’t know it exactly since I don’t know you. I wish you a strong heart and the healing of time because other than acute moments the pain at least tends to wane.

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